By Lynn Venhaus
A haunting and hard-hitting portrait of human tenacity in the face of injustice, “I’m Still Here” has now opened in local theaters.
A political drama based on a harrowing true story from Brazil, it has become one of the most acclaimed films of the year, and is nominated for three Academy Awards, including Best Picture, Best International Feature, and Best Actress – Fernanda Torres in a riveting performance as shattered wife turned human rights crusader.
During Brazil’s military dictatorship in 1971, Rubens Paiva, a former congressman and open critic of the new regime, was taken from his home in Rio de Janeiro, ordered to give a deposition to government officials. He was never again seen by his family.
His wife, Eunice, mother of their five children, will begin a search for the truth about his disappearance that lasted for decades. Based on their son Marcelo Rubens Paiva’s memoir, the screenplay by Murilo Hauser and Heitor Lorega details her own horrific experience when she was imprisoned for 12 days. She was interrogated and asked to identify anyone with Communist affiliations from photographs, including her family. Her oldest daughter, Eliana, was also arrested.
From that point on, she could not get any information about her husband. They were not alone, but through one family, director Walter Salles shows us the costs of defending freedom of speech, of the press and protests.
For historic reference, several generals served as president at this time: Emílio Garrastazu Médici from 1969 to 1974, Ernesto Geisel from 1974 to 1979 and João Figueiredo from 1979 to 1985. During the 20-year reign, over 20,000 people were tortured and murdered.

Selton Mello depicts Ruben as a compassionate family man, involved in his children’s active lives and in a loving relationship with his wife. He worked as an engineer, and his family didn’t realize he was assisting dissidents in the opposition movement.
Eunice returns to school at age 48 and becomes a human rights attorney. She had moved her family to Sao Paulo, and courageously continued seeking answers about Rubens. Torres’ poignant performance stands out, as a mother who does what she needs to do and follows her convictions.
The film follows her journey until 2014, when she passes. In her old age, Torres’ own mother, actress Fernanda Montenegro plays the character. Fun fact: Montenegro, 95, is considered the greatest Brazilian actress of all-time, and was the first from her country to be nominated for an Oscar, for the 1998 film, “Central Station,” and now her daughter is the second actress to follow in her footsteps.
Salles, who directed “Central Station” and “The Motorcycle Diaries” (2004), takes a methodical approach and allows the film to unfold naturally, showing the close-knit family bonds, their resilience, and above all, Eunice’s remarkable strength.
A cautionary tale, “I’m Still Here” reminds us to pay attention to the insidious way powerful people take control and take away rights, and how one person can make a difference.

“I’m Still Here” is a 2024 political drama directed by Walter Sallas and starring Fernanda Torres, Selton Mello, Maria Manoella, Marjorie Estiano, and Antonio Saboia. It runs 2 hours, 17 minutes, and is rated PG-13 for thematic content, some strong language, drug use, smoking and brief nudity. It opened in St Louis theatres on Feb. 7.It is in Portuguese with English language. Lynn’s Grade: A-.

Lynn (Zipfel) Venhaus has had a continuous byline in St. Louis metro region publications since 1978. She writes features and news for Belleville News-Democrat and contributes to St. Louis magazine and other publications.
She is a Rotten Tomatoes-approved film critic, currently reviews films for Webster-Kirkwood Times and KTRS Radio, covers entertainment for PopLifeSTL.com and co-hosts podcast PopLifeSTL.com…Presents.
She is a member of Critics Choice Association, where she serves on the women’s and marketing committees; Alliance of Women Film Journalists; and on the board of the St. Louis Film Critics Association. She is a founding and board member of the St. Louis Theater Circle.
She is retired from teaching journalism/media as an adjunct college instructor.